Afique Juan

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007


what did you do to me
how did you spite me
why did you use me
what wrong did i do

it's difficult to step forward
so much easier said than done
constantly looking backwards
not accepting that its the end


i can't even think straight to finish this gawsh

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Friday, November 9, 2007


why should i live ?
when i dont have your love.
why should i be on earth ?
if you always fly the skies.
why should i even be here?
if you've been blown with the wind,
with some other guy.

how has my feelings,
come to this?
was it your charm?
or,
was it me in sheer loneliness?

if so then,
why am i lonely?
why do i feel emptiness of the heart?
do i have family?
i do.
do i have friends?
i do too.
do i have,....
now i understand how the sad single feels.
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Now playing: Imran Ajmain - Seribu Tahun
via FoxyTunes

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007


its bad enough
i walk these roads alone
and the rainclouds follow
my path like a shadow

now i come to know
that my little fairytale
like broken glass
shattered from its case

i'm stupid
i'm ugly
i get nothing done right
there is no purpose in life

at 16 i'm a failure

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Sunday, November 4, 2007


let it pass by
let it touch the window pane
let the tears of the sky
cleanse my sins away

let it be the friend
i never had
let it fill the
silence within

how much i wish
my life was
more than
the road most take

how much i wish
i would
sail the seas
fly the skies

i wish ....

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Saturday, November 3, 2007


my feelings for you have evolved
you are such a great person
great friend and
more

i do not know
how I came to this
but some how
you've been badly miss

is it because it was you
who was there whenever
i was isolated by
every other

was because of the songs you sang
with a voice of a choir you made me smile
with the lyrics you chose
the words of a poet

the last time i saw you
i heard disgust in your voice
i saw the absence in you presence
i felt the enmity right from you

so just tell me this
and we would be over
what did i do
to deserve losing you

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Thursday, November 1, 2007


I'm sipping coffee
do you know what you did to me ?
I'm all over you.
can't stop thinking bout you.

I'm drinking tea.
waiting for you to reply.
but somehow I know.
that message won't come by.

I'm on Evian.
missing you makes me crazy.
don't do this to me
don't make me cry baby

the last leg of the race
and I'm breaking down
what kinda future will I have
and will you still be around

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