Sunday, April 12, 2009
When my nails cracked and Why I don’t give a shit.
Today at 9:17am
Many ways to die.
I've thought about it
and I want to try,
But I don't want to die.
I've tried so hard to change my ways
They are just somethings that will never change.
This is one which will stay the same.
The biggest of my flaws.
I want to amputate.
So I won't do that again.
I want to fix the switch in my head.
I want that to change.
It's so hard to be alive.
Society kills our minds.
Corruption is the way to die.
Freedom was such a lie.
There is no such thing for freedom.
As you will never be free from ,
Critics and insults and doubt.
If only the pain would stop.
I am not emo.I am contend.
but life and society never allows me to forget.
The list of flaws that I have.
That makes me still a single man.
It was not so much about being alone.
Bout how my life would be different
If my wrist weren't this way.
Or if my hands did not sway.
For sometimes I wonder,
If i should go all the way.
With the dresses and extensions.
Cause they are people with those predilections.
But that is not me & I won't look good in heels.
So lets break down these walls and i see what i've got.
My personality is dry and I'm about to rot.
I can smell ammonium and I think it's coming.
Goodbye my lovers,I'm tired of running.
